seldOM ~

That channel 8 showed @9p.m. really reminds me of the anime I watched not long ago [The Girl Who Leapt through Time]. The gist of the story is about how this guy was given a chance to travel back in time to alter the future (to stop some tragic event from happening) but ending up triggering series of unfortunate events. His last chance, travel back in time once again, scarifying himself to end all these tragic moment for good . . . so cliché. . huh

To go deeper into the plot; like our veins to brains all things here on mother earth are all interconnected, you upset one thing; others will be affected directly/indirectly.

So are we not supposed to challenge the so-called thing ‘Destiny’? Destiny, your destination in this path of life are linked to the series of ‘CHOICES’ before it comes to this halt call destiny. I guess we had all right to choose all those choices showered to us; each linked to respective destinies. So choose the right one! Who knows what’s right to begin with? Then we turn to faith and all said ‘Oh let’s leave to GOD, for he has this perfect plan for each and every one of us!”
zzzzzzz

Kai
Takre care
桜 & 恋
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When was the last post this is so ‘philosophical’?


this little angel really melt one's heart

1 of THse -______- + @___@ + $___$ + T___T day

Today there this ‘tai-tai’. . .

Comes forward and tell things like ‘Oh I live in 3 stories house, every time climb up and down very tired’ (after my fren mentioning bout she stay same rm as someone)

‘Oh today I came by MRT, stand so long tired’ ( but she told me someone drove her here)

‘Oh I had to do cooking after our maid+s? return’

‘I came down from very far -Bukit Timah (rich man area)’

‘I have 3 daughters and 4 God-sons’

Then she kept looking at me and singing praise at me and stuff; I could actually flirt back and said those sweet-tooth things to make her happy and buy my product but didn’t. . . (LOL) PLUS she had the ‘stench’ of oil, probably carried from Expo hall 5 (food fair). Want to shoo her off but she just kept u-turning back to chit-chat -___-


Kai
Takre care
=’
桜 & 恋



Lower traffic today, thus we experience a lower sales @__@

Finally my last month pay was ready! Weeeeeeet! $_______________$

Someone recently just remind me of that loved-failed-day. . . T___T

oh yea, the lobang on swimming trunk, jux got bigger after each swim, i thought was alright at first cux inside there's another white piece of cloth but when the hole get real big then opx (finally asked my maid to mend it cux i'm getting a free one soon from ARMY~, LOL) k tts random! =/

CroSS road of DeniaL

I was rejected by both NTU and NUS T___T

Yesterday, Mark Tan told me someone with GPA of 3.34 got into chemistry (NUS); and I thought wow, perhaps I had this chance to get in cux my GPA was there around too (-0.02). Then just today I checked my mail and I read “Admission Denied”…. So demoralized la!!! If only I’d scored better during Yr 2; well no point grumbling over stuff done . . . so here’s a shout out, GPA is cumulative; so do work hard throughout the 3 years!

Well online appealing will be opening soon; perhaps I just try again if not better luck next year. =]

Kai
Takre care
桜 & 恋
=’

Perhaps I should start praying. . .

Anyway……..

Somehow I just seem to lose the drive/enthusiasm in my sales lately .


I decided to air ‘Crossroad’ –YUI, since it tarred with the title of this entry- with meaning too~ A totally awesome upbeat song!

J-pop

Tons of peeps had questioned me: ‘What’s up with the craze over J-pop?’

I guessed it all started when Mel send me his [chunk of anime-theme-songs collection] and introduce me into anime~ On my part, I always like to be different, that I just listen to it, without understanding. Interestingly I just grew fond on the language (lazy to learn that is). It comes to a stage that I start to dislike English/Chinese songs, except songs by MLTR and some oldies; Chinese wise only some of those songs~

So it started with anime-songs then it brings me to love individual artist like YUI, appreciating band like DAI (disbanded), ZONE (disbanded), Garnet Crow and Kobukuro. Not forgetting those underrated artists like Oku Hanako and the 90s-ZARD! There are those whom I like initially but just for that period~ But 1 thing for sure singer-songwriter YUI will be in my fav list for the longest time to come!

Recently I starting to appreciate techo-pop-rock-electronic singer Tamaki Nami for her groovy dance steps, and her belief to not to lip sync while singing and dancing at the same time (that not easy!) She’s better known for her collaboration with anime like Gundam and stuffs. Being hot and cute is another plus too!

Perhaps some day I take up some Jap lesson to save my trouble on looking for lyric translation! Perhaps. . .

Kai
Takre care
='
桜 & 恋

MOsT RidICUlouS WAY oF INjuRY uRself

I was trying to break this pair of toblerone chocolate into half when I didn’t know how in the world I plunge my index finger right into the pit, there was this instant pain when I try to squeeze the remnant of choc stuck in my nail, with blood oozing out as well, -,-. Was like so dumb la! Even with the injury the choc still never fail to alleviate my moody-mode that day. =]

Now I was typing real slow la, cux I typing with my index finger hanging in the mid-air!

Kai
Takre care
=’
桜 & 恋

There this girl who work in the same company according to other auntie-promoters; kept randomly appearing like 3 times/3week recently @ 2 different locations. Did said some hello and hello and hello. . . Some spy or what? A coincidence? @_________@ Speaking of auntie-promoters, Im like so 'gum' with most of them la (JL PS AND Rob CP); all like my god-mum+s like that; telling me bout life, even confiding with me, one even jokingly said any promoters bullied you, mentioned their big names and all will settle, so violent yet so sweet ^_^

Well after much flaring/pushing I finally get first half of my last month pay (30%), so they still own me second half(70%), not to mentioned this month as well(100%). They even claimed to fork out personal pocket money to assure that I will get my payment; but words are just words aint it? Promoter like me is motivated by $$, while I was still staggering waiting for my pay, my sales really decline but my sales start improving when I received the pathetically first half of last month pay.

I’ll most probably be in Expo during Robinson Sale starting from 22nd this month; well we see bout it~



Namidario- literally means color-tainted tears (a metaphor)
The sad tune of guitar coupled with depressing vocal of YUI are more then enough to tell us this is a sad song. this song really take some listens to really love it and had become 1 of my fav YUI's songs! is really epic when she sang 'hito' before the chorus~

FLasH bacK -ChOice

I’d been questioning myself:’ why should I be so pathetic enough to go drag customers in store like leeches just for that few dollars of incentives?’

Anyway…..

During the first month of work, I will always wake up enthusiastically and embrace myself with the motto: ‘Let makes some sales today’ and will look ahead of the day loaded with sales! Lately, I just felt very sian la, I will like ‘Oh another day of work, another day of standing still and stuffs. I will no longer have the adrenaline to leap to work but instead dragging my feet there sloppily. Coupled with delay payment and some other issues I just felt like quitting or resting till road show in 2 weeks time. Lots of aunties had been telling me ‘This job not good la and stuff, and say stuffs like you’re computer-literate/diploma grad, why coop yourself here?’

But I guess is alright if it’s a mean for me to pass time yea? BUTTTTTTT passing time in store; where number of promoters usually >customers, I would rather pass time at home la, or pass my time riding bicycle under the hot hot sun~

Kai
Takre care
=’
桜 & 恋


everything by MISIA- heard lots bout her but just couldn't bother to look her up till soemone intro me to her recently~ A really powerful ballad this song is!

any DaY

Im sick all right! Down with light flu, fever, sore throat; you name it~ so I decide to get home anyway. Actually the main reason of me getting back is because of the heaty-ness within that caused breakout; and that really lowered my esteem to promote la so no point staying and get home!

Kai
Takre care
=’
桜 & 恋

paTient DUde!

I wan my pay sia! 1 month already!!!!! My agency keeps dragging. A conman/scammer? Finger cross man~ patient

Anyway~

As expected it is really weird for guy selling make up removal (just launch today), I was clumsily toddling customers’ hands with eye liner and stuff la then demonstrate the wonder of our make up removal- zzzz @___@ think back like so funny sia


Kai
Takre care
=]
桜 & 恋

Today, a new staff was with me and I’d to ‘teach’ her. She was more like a hinder to my sales progression but I thought I was once like her so I push the ‘evil-me’ aside and tell her patiently the little things to note and stuffs. (Think I was too serious)!

Does karma really does exist? I believed it does; I remembered couple of times I let my co-promoters share some of my sales (cux they do help, but today is never really help, but well she’s new so yea), then the sales start rolling in thereafter. Be it be psychological or what not; it does somehow exist. (of cux u do it not for the sake of karma then karma will happen) Just today my boss came down to spot check then found the counter messy and found sample kit displaying in front and said:
‘are you asking customers to get sample for free instead of buying them?’
I was like ‘Yea oh’ (actually is that girl put de, but I absorbed all the thingy @__@) Think these little trivia matters I can be ‘generous/benevolent’ enough to cover/help; but when big things really come then will be the time I be really tested!


I dare said I know my stuff well but that doesn’t mean I can teach well.

• I sold 3k plus of goods last month, this month hmmm??


Woot man, there another girl by the name of Yui Aragaki, she like duplicity of YUI la, name, starring in sad movie, singer and stuffs, zzz! Doubt a threat to YUI in singing career though, unless you talking bout acting-random


finally know where to watch Lion king le, thx to YL!!1

I wouLD raTher have a forest then a CatUS

One word stupidity!

Eyeing at my underarm hairs getting longer and decide to trim them a little- just a little/ you know it quite unsightly when I go swimming with those extremely long hair! So I start off with my left arm with a scissors, but it seems to take ages that I decide to shave it a little instead! Guess what? IT QUITE UNEVENLY DONE- NOW SOME OF THOSE NEEDLES LIKE HAIRS ARE POKING MY UNDERARM LIKE MAD LA, those stinging effect! As for my right arm, I couldn’t really control the tool with my left hand and thus is left unkempt- in the end one arm is like forest the other is like cactus!

And so I scolded myself stupid for that
Zzzzzz


Kai
Takre care
=’
桜 & 恋
Do think I had the cheek to mention it~