桜 & 恋

Sunday, July 30, 2006


yupzz.. today mark e day of my birthday, 30th july.. e word 'mark' sound as if my birthday was so grand or sought.. when i was younger i used to think tt my birthday was rather bad or carrying a bad omen afterall it fall on the 'ghost month', always felt a bit of uneasiness... nt now of course...=D

till now i discover there's 2 persons tt shared the sam e birthday as me..1 currently in my class in TP- jeremy .. e other was frm BSS-Sh(gal)...

she was once e gal i fond on.. cox i had this fantasy thought tt we were meant for each other, well after all we shared e same birthday=d... i did nt really know or realised the existance of tis gal until my class started to spread this rumour bout 'kJ love sh' bla bla.. it was sec 2 then... yup 1 year in same class w/o actually knowing her prescence,,, not tt she was insignificant, but i was e quiet sought in front of gals, yea thus my circle of frens r mostly guys... it was tt rumour tt made me noticed her.. fond on her for no reason(if u exclude e rumour part)..

30 july 2002.. i bought my first present for a person(yupz first to a fren)!!! i left it on her desk during recess period...some guys just took e gift and opened it out.. -.- and show bout more then hal f e class... man i was like ... well blame me in a way for nt giving her personally..

the custom was followed e following year.. she gave me a beanbag for handphone suppourt thru her fren(my gD fren, john's gf). i gave her a teddy bear with a heart shape(0.0)... anything hidden agenda... honestly no, i jux saw tis bear and bought her.... the year after, i discovered she had found a bf(awwww, but i was alright=D). i jux admired her for no resons, blindly... i decided nt to giv her present tt year(yupz such a non-gentleman i was ]=)... she gave me a glow in e dark teddy at e end of lesson... gooosh , i didnt prepared anything.... ,, i told her to wait , i rushed down flight of stairs, reach co-op{stall tt sell many misc items} and bought a winny pooh(if i reacalled correctly) box , inside filled with sweets ,told e autie to wrap up ... passed it to her n e very last min....

i still remenbered vividly our first encounter... tt was during PE lesson, we were plaing vollyball , with gals lazing arnd ... i accidently wacked(swear) e ball off course and e ball hit her head(headdhot), i said 'sri'.. tt was my first conversion to her in a year... next was in science lab, she asked me , with a test tube in her hand'is this HCL'... 'yes' i replied... all my conversion with her were all so brief....these were e 2 i could recalled... i used to remember all our conversion, nt now...

well wherever she was , i wished her well... and like to thx her ,for allowing me to follow a blindly affection... u know , it was quite meaniful to me when i looked back at times and told my frens boout it.... and said 'wat a sec hood i had'.... wish u well sock hoon aka joyce....

Thursday, July 27, 2006

plain old t-shirt

wana write a song ... while my brain juice hasnt vaporise
here go...

hanging among those new clothes,
im nothing but a plain old t-shirt,
her fingers brushes through us but never had she took me to her bosom

im just a plain old t-shirts among those glittering clothes
im rejected
im alone
im angry
im sad

once, she always held me close to her bosom,
she showered me with love,
she dried me when i caught in rain,
she massaged my back , when im dead tired(massage as in ironing)
but now im jux an abandon antique...

Now she left me alone in the dark (closet) = dark
darkness consume me
im lost

i was then passed down to her sis
'what e hell they see me as'
i had my own pride...
pride is nothing in this condition...
im in a state of anguish

her sis loved me the way she had loved me before
for once i felt being treasured again
this feeling is short , she soon found a better glittering shirt

im just a plain old t-shirts among those glittering clothes
im rejected
im alone
im angry
im sad

vicious cycle im caught in
im just a plain old clothes

any comments on this 'song' ? personally i think e sis part is xtra... some of e metaphour u all may don get my drift.. post it and i ans...@___@ well is actually quite direct =.= pretty short huh?

Friday, July 21, 2006

the Mystery behind the RED DOT~

lets see, erm that was like 4 days ago.. i woke up with a ache beneath my arm or armpit to be exact... i thought probably i didnt slept properly, as in my position of sleep.

the pain went worse, the next day.. i realised there a red dots when i raise my arm in front of the mirror... HOLY.. wth is tt pinkish sore?i could hardly close my armpit then... i applied aloe vera gel but to avail... the sore simply just expand every moment i thought..

prime suspects(in order of suspision)

1) after consultation from my ah ma .. she replied maybe due to body heatiness.. hence results in that dot!

2)probably bitten by some insects , cox i just saw 1 of those whopping ant with wings on my study table just yesterdaay.. it could had flew to my armpit when i dose off...(can the ant stand the 'aroma' of my armpit? and maneuver through the jungles to reach the targeted land?)

3)perhaps, a strand of hair drop off from my armpit, leaving a hole.. and some dust particles happen to fall into the pit causing some 'reaction' and taada a RED DOt is emerge..

well that all the possibility i could thought of... but alas the red dots seem to be shrinking .. and finall y i could close my armpit for god sake and others sake...=D

tt my lamest entries thus far i guess... @___@

Sunday, July 09, 2006

food for thought

you are on e game show on television. on this game show e idea is to win a car as a prize. e game show host shows u 3 doors, he says tt there is a car behind 1 of the doors and there are goats behind the other 2 doors. he asks u to pick a door. you pick a door but e door is not opened. then e host opens 1 of e doors you didnt pick to show a goat(because he knows wat is behind e doors).then he says tt u have 1 final chance to chane ur mind b4 e doors r opened and u get a car or a goat so he asks u if u wan to change ur mind and pick e other unopened door instead, what shld u do?

Marilyn vos Savent said tt u should always change and pick e final door because e chances are 2/3 tt there will be a car behind e door.

but if u use ur intution u think tt e chances is 50-50 because u think there is equal chance tt the car is behind ani door..

many said tt Marilyn vos Savent was wrong...

here are wat they said

-'im very concerned with e general public's lack of mathematical skills,please help by confessing your errors' ROBERTS SACHS, PH.D..., GEORGE MASON UNIVERSITY

-'you r utterly incorrect... how many irate mathematicains are needed to get you to change ur mind?'E, RAY BOBO. PH.D., GEORGETOWN UNIVERSITY

below is pictorial explaination.. u decide whether he right or wrong or both...


Friday, July 07, 2006

the word 'of'

was recalling my et(enviromental technology) lecturer's 'sermon'. he said tt printing 2 pieces of double sideded paper will 'salvage' 1/2 paper.(what he meant was originally 4 papers was actually needed then now used 2 instead thus saving 1/2 paper as in{ 1/2 X 4 =2})... was wondering this sentence.. used 2 pieces of paper double sided (we actually used 4 half paper).. then when use 4 pieces of paper single sided (isnt tt 4 half paper too?) ya? so wat e diff!

he should hav said printing 2 pieces of paper double sided can actually saved half of paper(e diff here is e word 'of').. half of paper is more appopriate... half of 4 gave us 2 .. thus is understandable ... 1/2 paper is not = 1/2 of paper..

catch ani balls??? guess nt ... @______@

Thursday, July 06, 2006

'u can all slp sound tonight'

read my fren's blog bout superman recently... me catch e show with my frn yesterday .. wana write a review(don read if u haven catch e show, this entry may be a spoiler) bout it when e memory is still fresh.. e show begins by showing superman crashing down on earth in a spaceship(i think)... there his 'mom' calling him 'clark' .. i was wondering how e hell she know his name 'clark'(i thought they met for e first time u c), it was later in e middle of show(which reveal tt superman had returned to outerspace in search of his kind in e previous series and now had came back for some reasons
) had i realise it is e continue part of supermania series =.=

k, don wana disclose too much...

how i felt?

e show talk bout e world need a saviour and tt saviour of course is him SUPERMAN.. but in reality whos our saviour?
Prophet Mohammad, Lord Krishna, Buddha, Jesus? u decide for yourself... =D

roughly quote' god is selffish, he never share his power' said by e botak villian.. but hey.. e ability to see, hear, feel, isnt tt consider power.. wat e villian meant by power i guess is like erm imbued ability to fly body of steel etc (basically he was describing superman)... tt show mans hunger for power(to control, conquer).. but then again god has given us ability to fly in a indirect way.. aeroplane , jet etc.. i mean with these flying machine man can cause trigger chaos, say the 911? so if god has happen to instill us with e ability to fly at ease ..wat more chaos can we generate?

there are some flaws in e show as well.. i mean since superman can fly, y does he need to take a spaceship back to earth in e opening of e show? and his hair is always tt stylish(never change) even if he had fell from strastophere to earth? and 1 things if u guys notice his normal hairdo will immediately change to superman hairstyle(with a letter s tandle down) e moment he alter to his superhuman mode! and y cnt people arnd him distinguish his human mode and superman mode i mean they are diff by e squarish spec , and e obvious red triangle... @__@

there r some hunourous touch in e show as well ... when superman's son(ops i revealed tt) saw e botak villian he said ' mum he is bald'(e way he put it across is so cute and funny). this kid also put a tub over his head running arnd, running here and there... still lots of them!

kryptonite is superman only weakness.. in front of it he is reduced to mere human as show in e movie when e botak villian n his gangs trash him like puppet,blood r already oozing then. he even pierice e kryptonite into his kidney, ouch! but latta in e movie , it show superman lying in e hospital bed with a piece of kryptonite imedded in him.. and e needle which e nurse was trying to inject into his body got bent! i was confused, doesnt superman suppose to lose his power as show earlier in e show, shouldnt e needle not be bent(another flaw). or was e needle being injected after e kryptonite being removed ?____?

tt all ba i guess.. still more to write will be too wordy then@___@

superman nxt series will be superman's son turns into villian , i guess.. haha.. and we will be seeing how he 'save' e world again..

3/5 fo r e show~