flashback

yupzz.. today mark e day of my birthday, 30th july.. e word 'mark' sound as if my birthday was so grand or sought.. when i was younger i used to think tt my birthday was rather bad or carrying a bad omen afterall it fall on the 'ghost month', always felt a bit of uneasiness... nt now of course...=D

till now i discover there's 2 persons tt shared the sam e birthday as me..1 currently in my class in TP- jeremy .. e other was frm BSS-Sh(gal)...

she was once e gal i fond on.. cox i had this fantasy thought tt we were meant for each other, well after all we shared e same birthday=d... i did nt really know or realised the existance of tis gal until my class started to spread this rumour bout 'kJ love sh' bla bla.. it was sec 2 then... yup 1 year in same class w/o actually knowing her prescence,,, not tt she was insignificant, but i was e quiet sought in front of gals, yea thus my circle of frens r mostly guys... it was tt rumour tt made me noticed her.. fond on her for no reason(if u exclude e rumour part)..

30 july 2002.. i bought my first present for a person(yupz first to a fren)!!! i left it on her desk during recess period...some guys just took e gift and opened it out.. -.- and show bout more then hal f e class... man i was like ... well blame me in a way for nt giving her personally..

the custom was followed e following year.. she gave me a beanbag for handphone suppourt thru her fren(my gD fren, john's gf). i gave her a teddy bear with a heart shape(0.0)... anything hidden agenda... honestly no, i jux saw tis bear and bought her.... the year after, i discovered she had found a bf(awwww, but i was alright=D). i jux admired her for no resons, blindly... i decided nt to giv her present tt year(yupz such a non-gentleman i was ]=)... she gave me a glow in e dark teddy at e end of lesson... gooosh , i didnt prepared anything.... ,, i told her to wait , i rushed down flight of stairs, reach co-op{stall tt sell many misc items} and bought a winny pooh(if i reacalled correctly) box , inside filled with sweets ,told e autie to wrap up ... passed it to her n e very last min....

i still remenbered vividly our first encounter... tt was during PE lesson, we were plaing vollyball , with gals lazing arnd ... i accidently wacked(swear) e ball off course and e ball hit her head(headdhot), i said 'sri'.. tt was my first conversion to her in a year... next was in science lab, she asked me , with a test tube in her hand'is this HCL'... 'yes' i replied... all my conversion with her were all so brief....these were e 2 i could recalled... i used to remember all our conversion, nt now...

well wherever she was , i wished her well... and like to thx her ,for allowing me to follow a blindly affection... u know , it was quite meaniful to me when i looked back at times and told my frens boout it.... and said 'wat a sec hood i had'.... wish u well sock hoon aka joyce....