桜 & 恋

Sunday, July 30, 2006


yupzz.. today mark e day of my birthday, 30th july.. e word 'mark' sound as if my birthday was so grand or sought.. when i was younger i used to think tt my birthday was rather bad or carrying a bad omen afterall it fall on the 'ghost month', always felt a bit of uneasiness... nt now of course...=D

till now i discover there's 2 persons tt shared the sam e birthday as me..1 currently in my class in TP- jeremy .. e other was frm BSS-Sh(gal)...

she was once e gal i fond on.. cox i had this fantasy thought tt we were meant for each other, well after all we shared e same birthday=d... i did nt really know or realised the existance of tis gal until my class started to spread this rumour bout 'kJ love sh' bla bla.. it was sec 2 then... yup 1 year in same class w/o actually knowing her prescence,,, not tt she was insignificant, but i was e quiet sought in front of gals, yea thus my circle of frens r mostly guys... it was tt rumour tt made me noticed her.. fond on her for no reason(if u exclude e rumour part)..

30 july 2002.. i bought my first present for a person(yupz first to a fren)!!! i left it on her desk during recess period...some guys just took e gift and opened it out.. -.- and show bout more then hal f e class... man i was like ... well blame me in a way for nt giving her personally..

the custom was followed e following year.. she gave me a beanbag for handphone suppourt thru her fren(my gD fren, john's gf). i gave her a teddy bear with a heart shape(0.0)... anything hidden agenda... honestly no, i jux saw tis bear and bought her.... the year after, i discovered she had found a bf(awwww, but i was alright=D). i jux admired her for no resons, blindly... i decided nt to giv her present tt year(yupz such a non-gentleman i was ]=)... she gave me a glow in e dark teddy at e end of lesson... gooosh , i didnt prepared anything.... ,, i told her to wait , i rushed down flight of stairs, reach co-op{stall tt sell many misc items} and bought a winny pooh(if i reacalled correctly) box , inside filled with sweets ,told e autie to wrap up ... passed it to her n e very last min....

i still remenbered vividly our first encounter... tt was during PE lesson, we were plaing vollyball , with gals lazing arnd ... i accidently wacked(swear) e ball off course and e ball hit her head(headdhot), i said 'sri'.. tt was my first conversion to her in a year... next was in science lab, she asked me , with a test tube in her hand'is this HCL'... 'yes' i replied... all my conversion with her were all so brief....these were e 2 i could recalled... i used to remember all our conversion, nt now...

well wherever she was , i wished her well... and like to thx her ,for allowing me to follow a blindly affection... u know , it was quite meaniful to me when i looked back at times and told my frens boout it.... and said 'wat a sec hood i had'.... wish u well sock hoon aka joyce....


  • stm wrong with my blog date date 29 july , today actuall is 30th

    By Blogger kai, At 10:46 AM  

  • You didn't tell me anything about your "first love" or "hidden affection"!! And i thought we were friends, geez... Kai-kun.... bah, fine, i'll let you go (like i always have)... grumble grumble... Still, it's most think Kai-kun went on to pursue a hopeless love... perhaps that's the reason why now... awww... to think so much of a girl... surely... hehehe.. But seriously though... Really can't rely on you to remember any birthdays except your own... (you're very good at hurting others, btw...) other than those who share it and 2 others close to you, perhaps, but... ah well... it's just like you lol Still, such a sweet revelation... shall i make the effort then, to make known your feelings... Who knows, maybe she isn't attached anymore... and now's your chance lol. But still... bah, a bit jealous, but understable i guess... after all, she's your precious "someone"... Hahahahaha

    By Anonymous "Mel"vin, At 11:42 AM  

  • ahem, *understandable... there, corrected... one must never underestimate the importance of proper English!

    By Anonymous Mel, At 11:44 AM  

  • is jux a blindly affection... nth much... e candle has seized and nvr rekindled =/

    By Blogger kai, At 5:36 PM  

  • ahem, *ceased... there, corrected... one must never underestimate the importance of proper English!
    pay back times?

    By Blogger kai, At 5:46 PM  

  • **Payback time ... lol i was just correcting a minor mistake that i couldn't stand in my post... not anything to do with yours... lol but still... I must say that it's a bit sad to have your feelings unknown all this while... I shall help you.

    By Anonymous you-know-who, At 11:06 PM  

  • ~payback times jus for fun....=D
    like i said i jux wana leave tt as part of my memory .... don do anithing pls...Sometimes when i look back on a situation, i realize it wasn't all my thought it was. A beautiful girl walked into my life. i fell in love. Or did i? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity.

    By Blogger kai, At 8:36 PM  

  • Let me then, give you one last gift for your birthday... The gift of closure... To now move on, and finally close a chapter... It is not I alone, who understands now.

    By Anonymous 暗闇に隠れる友人, At 8:59 PM  

  • our perception can really go wrong at times:
    u used to thik ur bday was bad omen as it falls on lunar hungry ghost..
    u tot sh meant 4u as u all shared d same bday...

    we do wat we believe wat we thik

    By Anonymous a thought, At 9:35 PM  

  • agrees with 'aa thoughti

    By Blogger kai, At 5:40 PM  

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