FOOT ROT

AF FIRST WHAT THOUGHT WAS DRY SKIN, TURN OUT TO BE FOOT ROT AFTER DOC. EXAM.

FROM PINKY TOE, TO HIS BRO, TO HIS SIS THEN TO MOTHER, LEAVING THE FARTHER BIG TOE UNAFFECTED BY THE VIRUS. . .

STAND STRONG BIG MAN!

IT KINDA IRONIC THAT I DONT GET IT FROM OUTFIELD BUT HERE .. .

The night linger still. . .

Last Friday was tired max out. Book out, heading straight from camp to Ubi for my driving lesson; i stopped by a coffee shop at EUNOS for my dinner. I felt a bolt of loneliness strike me as i sat by myself in a round table. The world was as if a vacuum around me, oblivious to my surrounding at that instance, before the clock start clicking and i could again feel the crowd around me. Sometime, you just wish someone special will be there by your side. . . “If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one” . ..

Oh well . . . my thought was disrupted when a handicapped man approached me with a pail, pleading for money. I knew i had some coins, a dollar and probably some other random coins from the change i had from my meal.. I dig into my pocket, but only manage to fish out 30 cents, i dropped them into his pail and continue eating. When he walked away, i dig in again to check for coins, as i’m sure that there should be a least a golden coin somewhere, i felt it, dig it out and wanted to pass to him but he was at another table; i put it back and continue eating. I felt disgusted after awhile, and couldn’t come to a conclusion.

I head to bus stop with my bag-pack (i was still in uniform), and take a bus down to UBI. I was half and hour early; found a place to sit down and wait; thinking nothing. Before long, lesson start . . . end and catch up with MEL. . . e night linger . .


takre care
kai
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桜 & 恋

Lonely September

i can really identify with this song . . .



I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did


whenever this song was played in my MP3; i jux thought of u

Young and navie . . .

Memory brings me back to times when i was in PRI 3, back in DQPS before i got transferred. I was sitting beside this girl. I remembered she’s a peranakan; very tall for our age; tan . . . .

She said “when the clock struck 12 noon, let’s make a wish and it’ll come true”
We sat down, side by side on our seat, eyes gluing to the’ second hand’ of the wall clock.

“Ready, GO”
I close my eye, fingers interlocked, elbows resting on the table: “I wish I can marry her”

We didn’t share our wishes, and i can’t remember what happened after.
Back then i don’t even know what is love, what is to be in a relationship, less about marriage, even till now I can feel it, know it but not experiencing it . . . maybe its something that can never be explain or understand.

Just don’t lose your sanity, dignity, identify to love; i read it somewhere. . .
Kai

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Takre care
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桜 & 恋

rain rain . . .

it was raining heavily; both Su-ho and Su-eun were in a little hut.

"Wonder if rain comes in drop, or in thread" Su-Ho.

Su-eun immediately tip-toed and gently kissed him on the lip. That moment, as if freezes in time for Su-Ho; he can see the droplets of rain.




Takre care
kai
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桜 & 恋

LOTs of times, random music played from MP3 in sync with my thoughts. . ..