rece`ntly had been receipting 'piercing aura' frm these bunch of gals.. i mean, it felt so cold and uncomfortable as i brushed pass them.. i guessed i know e reasons why.. probably they thought im an arrogant arse
, as in e past .. i jux simply walk swiftly away w/o words of 'hi', as i walk pass them(>5 times).. well e fact is tt im shy, i can t reall y have eye contact with gals (especially those really pretty
1) ! got once i recalled, when 1 of them smiled at me i jux simply smile back(but w8 my eyes are looking some where, u know looking up e flight of stairs), tt will be enough to label me as an arrogant arse(cox it seem unsincere) i guess.. lol. though i didnt mean to.. am i oversensitive?
another things bout me is tt, i only can talk to lady who initiate a conversation with me.. i can t really strike a communication with lady rnd my age(unless u r talking bout projects school works and stuff).. however i can communicate rather effectively with middle age woman , wif granny for some reason s of sought.
this shyness hab been a thumbling block in my life... i always tel l myself to overcome it,but t o ano avail..is it due to low self esteem, genetic(LOL), psychology @__@ .. well i firgure it out someday.. may tt someday draw near.. and place a full-stop in my shyness !