桜 & 恋

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

bloody bloody bloody bloody

well sometime things are better worth written then to be spoke of... writting or rather now typing may feel abit better... sound like im gonna write stm bad .. hmm.. oh w ell is the dispute between my bro and i yesterday... it all started with a pair of sicciors(spell wrong). yesh! a pair of bloddy siccors cause e dispute.. there we were having dinner , with lobster, they were eating b4 me .. my bro and sis are using their bare hands to 'operate' e lobster (ya know wat i meant). i had a sisscors those big 1 from e kitchen(they nvr realise i left on e table, as if i purposely hid frm them is ate corner of table wad e fuck will i do tt?) . i used it to break open e lobster with ease.. e sight of this made my bro blow up.. he said y i didnt tell him tt i had e sissciors with me and left them breaking e lobster swith their bare hands.. i replied i thought u all have already broken e main shell of lobster and theres no need for it(the fact tt e body shell was cracked except the head which i overlook).. i repeated this phrase.. the tone of his i
SWEAr to damn GOd like i purposely don wan pass the e bloody sissciors and left them struggling to open e lobster shell.. he said stuffs like i black hearted la ... FIne, whose e 1 who stand up for him when he was being bullied in pri sch days<, whose e 1 who dare to talk back to dad when my dad(fierce strict 1) accused my bro 3 years back, little acts like pouring water for him ... whose e 1.. ya damn me.. so wa e fuck? he , wat did he did tts worth meantioning bout to me... abs none 0 ZERO!(am not biased) and he was there saying i black hearted ,ours eyes were already red then.. i was e first to let loose those bloddy tears, damn!.. fine... back to our dinning yeaterday.. i accidentally i swear dirtied(my concience is clear) his notes on e dinning table.. well he was fed up of course... in his mind probably thinking i purposely cox tension ws high then.. i replied its ur fault to left ur stuff on dinning table afterall dinning table meant for eat etc blow him up?.... he then (well always) bring up 1 matter(always when things turn sour btww us) .. he asked" y i wear his shirt when i not suppose to(ddue to some agreements we pact for some bloddy reasons), well speechless me of cousre(no link with our base arguments) loser! ass!.. thought tt e agreements stuffwere all over...cox tt agreement was made in vent of anger btw us(he always brought this up whenever he angry or sought)... well fact was tt i wore those shirts tt he didnt wear for dead long time those shirts tt he sheer at(don borther to llook at)... now who e bloody black hearted! well therer been couples of quarrel b4 tt... this 1 gonna be a dead long to ease... we patch very soon in e past.. thus we 2 took advantages tt we gona patch together soon.. or so i guess...well this 1 gona be dead long.. black hearted fuck k i be 1! misunderstanding is e roots of all these i guess.. jux cant stand e label black hearted by him to me

I have a right to my anger, and I don't want anybody telling me I shouldn't be, that it's not nice to be.
i learnt 1 thing to avoid criticism do nothing, say nothing, be nothing.
Any fool can criticize, condemn, and complain - and most fools do(big fuck? direct atk so)

ps.mel don say anithing to my bro pls when ya read this


  • LOL! Kai jie is back to the blogging business eh? But what a start you have... o.O

    By Blogger Ruben, At 11:01 PM  

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    By Blogger kai, At 4:56 PM  

  • 0_0 first comment i had received thus far.. doesnt sound like me .. ya .. well jux like thermometer will explode if put in volcano..take back those words i said bout those criticizers are stuff and so..
    i guess never get angry. Never make a threat. Reason with people

    By Blogger kai, At 5:04 PM  

  • You're not in the wrong... and there's nothing wrong letting out your anger once in a while... we all have our moments of weakness and times when we just have to let everything out... The reason why he lashed out at you, perhaps, was his pride being somewhat bruised by that incident... and it's that very pride that might possibly be holding him back from apologizing... I know you've given him plenty of chances in the past, and that you might want to get back at him for what he's done, but what's best, really, is to reconcile with him... It's sad to see so much strife between two people who's known each other their entire life... You also need to understand that he may not mean what he says... The things we say when anger clouds our mind and heart... Things, delibrately chosen to inflict the most hurt on the other party during the times when the red haze is pulled over one's eyes... It's alright for you to feel hurt, but... surely you don't want it to turn into and endless spiral of hurting and being hurt by the very person who's known you all his life?

    By Anonymous Someone who won't say anything, At 2:05 AM  

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