crap?

cough cough... gears getting rusty in my throat(think strepsil advertisment) after eating deep fried samosa.. paid 1 sg to get sick!! now gluping lipton tea to sought of lubricate those eeky gears.. reach sch at 9 when it suppose to start at 10 today.. thought was 9 you see.. blur me ... there goes my additional hour of sleep for today..do think that i ws late in the first place cox i reached 910..make it more frustating.. i was like crashing into many lecture halls cox i c other class in the lecture hall that i was suppose to have lesson.. clearing all the possible lts, gave my peer a msg where are u all.. then this guy say at home.. i was like frezze there the moment!! flashback, thinking all the shocking eyes firing at me that would have kill a cow 2 metres away(maybe too erm) when i crash into their lts disturbing their lesson.,, HOLy well.. away from today stuffs.. yesterday had a bad day.. was ask to cleared the stains on lab floor when i wasn't the culprit.. thats id s fine but...(details erm don feels like talking bout it). week ending soon .. well times pass. we always regret what we have not done before .. why i never do it ? etc.. bad news is that there no turning back of time.. bright side is do watever what u wan t to do now.. leave no room for regret .. easier say then done ya? The whole life of man is but a point of time; let us enjoy it.
.. our life is part of time line.. time line stretch endlessly but our life will come to a point where will not continue anymore. in between we have the times to laugh share hardship ...so enjoy it cox u cnt enjoy beyond that point of timeline. many people lust for wealth fame remember all your possesion are a matter of moment.. frendship on the other hand .. well at least someone remember you.. so 1 argue i go frendship cox i wanted to be remember? selfish? lol@@
but again when u left ,our close ones may feel sad isnt that selfish when you ave a friend? but at least u know u gave your freinds happy memories to recall, the moment of sadness will be there but the happy memories will alone cover it in times.. so now lead a impactful life make those arnd u a happy person.. some thinkfriends are there to lent u a support pillar.. some a thumbling stone(backstabbers) . well u can be a nice person thinking no way will a ppl backstab me.. oh well who knows? true u may be hurt but take note if u feel hurt , behind u they be laughing enjoying .. instead of being hurt or frustrated .. let it be.. learn to put things down ..contiune be friend with them.. be nice to them not in a hypocrate way but ture feelings , yes hard but in the end he will feels shameful and u 2 maybe friends again .. is better to have another friends again then to have a permently enemies.. step to forgiveness is hard but its outcome defintely a fruitful one. remember It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.
of course muz take ur stand at time or others may think that u a good pushover.. all these may be crap but ya..Above all things, never be afraid. he who forces you to retreat is himself afraid of you at that very moment
.jux point of views. poem pending

Friendship make prosperity more shining and lessens adversity by dividing and sharing it.
kai sighing off